August 29, 2011

........Okay, so I haven't been writing much that's productive, and I'm probably not going to right now again. 
Schools started.  That's pretty nice, I guess, since I get to see my friends, even if my feelings get involved and cause more problems.  I've been taking st. John wort, but I just can't seem to cheer up right now.  It's worrisome.  And, I guess my last post was too harsh.  I haven't lashed out like that for at least a year. 
I really wish I could turn the clockback right now.  And live through somethings again.  Or at least try to mend them.  *sigh* whatever...  I need the sun to come out!  It would help my mood.  Gahh, i'm just complaining again, aren't i?  Poo.  Well, I'll try to find something interesting and post about it next time...



GOLDEN SUN FTW!!!

Nalg- I mean...Hello...

I worked late last night, and I decided to go to bed kinda earlier, *cough* 10:56 *cough*....for me this is early anyhow.  i slept at this time because I work today at nine and i wanted to get some need rest...WELL....that's kinda funny, because I had this awful nightmare today....I would write it down, but it would take to long, but I'll just say this....  I can still feel the man's finger on my temple, feeling my pulse before he kills me..  Anyway, i'm still NOT ready for school, and I really need to read that book for my english class.   But procrastination is just sooo tempting. 
I have learned my lesson.  There are a bunch of nasty perverts in this world, and I will try my best to avoid them.  They seem normal at first, then they decide to say some random, vulgar thing to test the grounds for more nasty comments.  This just happened to me, and, of course, I took action.  I don't put  up with crap like that.  No way in hell.  And I feel stalked too.  and I know he'll read this post.  Because his location showed up in my statistics today, that he's seen this page 12 times today or something.  all i can say is....LEAVE ME  ALONE!  Anyway, with people like this, ditch 'em.  In as many ways as possible.
*sigh*  
I got some new glasses, they are very square...and you know what?  No new naruto or bleach chapters this  week.  It's got me sooo down...  RUKKIIAAAAAAAAA!!!  *sob* 
In bleach, most of the characters are REALLY tall....it's lovely.  They make the world go 'round.

AHHHH!

I just can't take it!  S-schools closing in on me...and I'm entirely not ready!  I haven't read my book for english, and I'm sooo afraid of Chem.   And then, there's my fellow students...it's almost intimidating to see them after so long...
I had a boyfriend kinda this summer...it ended really bad.  It was online, something I don't recommend, because he lived so far away.
There's this guy at work I like, and it seems like he likes me, but I'm just not sure..and since I work parttime on random days, I don't work with him much.  Gahhhhhh....  I'm trying not to get my hopes up.
And of course, since schools starting again, and this results in me breaking out.  Bad. 
But, i must think positive!  Maybe I'll get a boyfriend this year, at school....that would make me happy..

SPOILER:  Rukia's BAAAACCKKKK!!!  I'm soo happy!  Shinigami goodness is sure to be on it's way!                                                                                                             

.....Hmmm..

I guess I should be updating...  Where to start? 
In June, my family and I went to vacation in Orlando.  The turbulence made my mom and I feel pretty sick..in fact, as we were landing, I had to breath into a bag to keep from getting sick.  I gagged a bit, but nothing happened thankfully.. I've made some new friends this summer from other countries, and actually made some friends at work too.  Yes, I've started working...at Braums, which is a ice cream shop usually filled with older folks.  (Did I just use the word... folks?  *shiver*)  Most of my co-workers are kinda weird, and recently I found out one likes me and that disturbes me even more.  He is SO not my type..  But, still they're some nice people there, and most of the customers are very nice.MOST of them..  I take st. John's wort (a natural medicine) to keep my mood positive.  It works well too.  I'm still in a megaman obsessive phase, which is good, because..well, it's hard to explain, but it gives me a good mind set to start school with. 
I really love sunsets.  I water my neighbors plants every night, and I get to see it most of the time.  I'm not sure if I'm ready for fall yet, the change in how everything looks, and feels, and the different emotions I get from it... 
I still have some more art to post.  Hopefully I can do that tomorrow.


Naruto's getting a bit better now.  I can't wait to see what that crow itachi gave him does...

Wowzers..(I think that's how it's spelled..) I'm updating!!! :D

So~!  School is over!  OMGOSH!  To be honest, I wasn't very excited about it.  I miss my friends.  Oh well. 
I go on vacation to Florida this week!  I'm so excited, i get to see my family members who live there.  We don't see them very often. 
I've finally turned 16 (Hooray) and now can get a job.  I've already sent out some applications.  Hopefully I can make some good moolah.  
Recently..  I've really gotten into megaman again, specifically Star Force.  Last year, at this exact time, I got two "official work books" for Star Force and Battle Network, each one about 40 bucks apiece, and entirely in Japanese which I cannot read.  But now-to my most utter dismay, they...are selling them in English!  *cries*  for an average of, like, 25 dollars!....And now, I'm trying to sell my books in order to buy the english ones.  Wish me luck.

I'm going to attach some art here.  I've got more, and I'll post that later.

It's been so long..

Since I've posted ANYTHING~~  In fact, I had to try about 10 times to log in.  It was terrible.  Ah, lent is over, and I am a meat eater once again.  yum.  School ends in 9(school)days, and I honestly don't think I'm ready.  We finished our STATE testing, but....now we get to be preparing for...finals--...yay...  I've been playing a lot of video games lately.  Well, not really, since I've been on the same one for about 2 weeks now, but I haven't played in a long time.  Life is not a roller  coaster..but an elevator.  It can go up, down, and stay there.  Which it has been doing of a lot of lately. 
Our school year books have come out, and in the student picture listing, they left out a lot of people.  So, now a lot of students are pretty PO'd.  I made some art in, wait for it, art class, and I'll have to put it on the next time I post, which I will try to make soon.  I learned recently, that you shouldn't place too much trust in people.  They tend to let you down.
I'm thinking of righting a book.  The main character is named Maya(I might spell it as Maia later), and I'm having a hard time coming up with a starting plot.  It's been changing a lot.  She has a water affinity.  Maybe I'll post a scene from it later on.
well, I'll try to see if anything interesting happens soon.  And I'll post it....yeah. 


Slight spoiler alert to Naruto..

And, by the way...CAPCOM NEEDS TO MAKE ANOTHER STAR FORCE GAME.  AND MASASHI BETTER HAVE A GOOD REASON TO HAVE LET NARUTO OUT SO SOON IN THE WAR...

Like a Vegan

Well, at least until Easter.  Our family was going to eat steak on Sunday, but I'm afraid I might get sick.  I had planned to write, like, 5 weeks ago..but I got distracted.  I was  really happy then, I had decided that I would live a happy life, by being happy.  And, now..I don't think so.  That happiness has been drained away.  But, that's okay.  Maybe meat will bring happier things.  I had read that veganism can lead to depression. So, yeah.  I'll try too write right after easter.  So, until then... HAPPY EASTER!!