Seven Seasons later..

     Supernatural.  It's taken three months, but I'm finally at the season finale of season 7!  (Then I have one more season to watch to get caught up to what's currently airing ;-;)
     I have never seen so much family drama in a show before, between only two characters.  It took forever just for Dean, the elder brother, to accept his brother as a person, not as a little kid, not as a demon, or an abomination, or even an insane man, but as a hunter with abilities equal to his own.  (Though in my opinion, he may be even superior as a hunter) If you've never seen the show, Dean and his younger brother Sam go around the country and fight supernatural beings.  Of course, that's simplifying it to the extreme..  Later on, one of my favorite characters, Castiel gets introduced.  He's this really cool angel that has a hard time adapting to human emotions and freedom.  He wears a trenchcoat over his suit, which makes me love him even more.  Back to the main point I was on...   After countless battles with monsters, demons, angels, Leviathans, and of course, each other, I'm thoroughly surprised that the show is still going and is still, if not more, interesting than it was in the beginning.  Although, killing off just about every character that gets close to the Winchester brothers does keep you on your toes, and the continued ressurection of Castiel has kept me content.  The constant insight to the brothers feelings,which are about as fickle as a teen in love, is pretty interesting, but I kind of wonder why they can't just stay in a happy, trustworthy mood for a few episodes.  I must add, though, that I haven't enjoyed such a variety of characters for quite sometime.  It's given me more ideas for what I want to write, and how I might portray people.  Carry on My Wayward Son (Which is played in the beginning of every season finale) is such a fitting song for the show,that I don't think I'll ever hear it and not think of SPN again.  I'll admit, the family drama got to be too much at some points, and the show had me sick.   But... I got over that, and am still enjoying it.  I recommend it to anyone who likes gruesome killings of monsters and horrid attacks.  And some pretty cool hunters who do all the work.

BLOG POST!!!!

     WOOO!  Yeah!  Blogging!  Fun stuff.  Times have been crazy and busy lately!  And I have all these things I'm so excited to blog about, but I don't have the time yet! D:  So..  What I (hopefully) will be updating soon with is: my thoughts on the Hyrule Historia, which I recently acquired from a dear, summary of my D.C. trip, some fangirling and criticism of Supernatural, and just a bunch of other stuff..

Fable

      I'm really excited to start writing... I know I say that in almost every post, but I actually have a pretty decent plot now, and have a nice collection of characters.  I keep drawing them but not writing about them.... I guess I'm just excited to have something to write about and draw about as of late.  I haven't had much inspiration lately, and I really don't feel like making any fan art unless it's of Zelda or Golden Sun.  I need to have something that came solely from within, so it is completely mine.  There's a certain possessiveness I have about my writing and art that makes me not want to make fan writings.  I want to show off my ideas and abilities rather than someone else's.  Well, tomorrow, I'll try to put up my pictures.
     Did I mention that Castiel is just... grandl?  The character is just wonderfully written.

January 4th (5th), 2013

     So... Blogging.  Things to write, that I'm not sure I should, but.. might as well get it out of the system, eh? Thankfully the school break has ended.  I get tired of having so much free time to think, to dwell on so many things I wish I could change.  I have a serious problem with that, I have so many things I want to change that I've done, so many things I wish I could redo, it hurts to think about.  Don't get me wrong, I move on quickly, but I have a hard time envisioning the future.  I've never been able to, I can't look ahead, and be hopeful.  Part of this is because I don't like hope.  Hope is a wonderful thing, but only if what you're hoping for is an assured part of life.  Hoping for something that's never going to happen is either going to be a drag on your life, more than likely.  Okay, sure, in some cases it could end up being the rope you hold on to for dear life, (Been there, done that) but I still don't think that's healthy. .... How did I end up talking about that?
    {Relevant music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jNlIGDRkvQ
          http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRfuAukYTKg - This one, just because I like it.}
      ANYHOW, school's back in session, and I'm reveling in physics once again, drinking in every delicious moment with my friends, and stuck in fear from the multitudes of policemen at my school.  Ever since the almost shooting that happened right before break, there have been policemen everywhere!  I like feeling safe, but I don't like the suspicious looks I get when I go to the vending machines.  Makes me feel shady and fat.  They have three dogs as well, which I  suspect are drug dogs, and while I have never done drugs and plan on never doing them, I have the intense fear that one of the dogs is going to sniff me and they'll search me and find something.  Irrational, but true.  There is one major plus to this though... Yesterday, I saw this really, really, awesome dude quickly walking through the halls... He was wearing a suit (ermehgerd) and a black trench coat (all my yes).  Needless to say, with the intense look on his face, and his wonderful fashion, he now has an admirer.  If only there were more people that look as breathtakingly cool as he did.  *Sigh*.
     Toward the end of break, I kind of dismembered one of my friendships unintentionally due to my... inability to contain my emotions as much as I'd like.  During my goodbye, I said something about never ever seeing him again, and I don't remember what else I said, but I imagine it was rude.  He had been kind to me, but he really was leaving for an unknown long period of time, and the entire time I was with him, that's all I thought about.  In that moment of parting, it might as well have been forever, that's certainly what it felt like.  I hope I can fix things eventually.  I've successfully crushed my  own stupid feelings for the guy into the simple desire for friendship, rather than anything else.  That's all I'm going to want later on anyway, so why not speed up the process, even if it doesn't exactly match up to my feelings now.  And thus the uncomfortable process continues.
      Mr. Trenchcoat has  been a help, reminding me of all the awesome, unbelievably cool people I'm going to meet.   Then there's.... Creeper.  And my ex, who came by my work a few weeks back, however I was not there at the time.  Whether that is fortunate or unfortunate I have yet to decide.  Anyway, this guy I befriended about a month ago has been ambushing me in halls and during lunch, insisting upon making my company.  He makes me feel awkward, and seems to like me, which, last year seemed fine with me, repulses me now.  Today, one of my best friends warned me about something he apparently liked to do, and talked about a lot, and to find out the truth, I'm going to ask him on Monday.  I'm sure that'll be fun. HAH.
      Now, as far as Supernatural goes... It's just gets better!  Castiel has completely won me over!  I still love the Winchester brothers, but... he's just...so different!  So, inhuman, it's absolutely splendid! I'm on season 5 still, but I'm enjoying every minutes of those friggn' long episodes.  In fact, I think I'll go watch now.

The tears of the wicked are the marination of my life.

      Not really... But I like the way it sounds!  I just got back from my grandparents, I was doing some hardcore karaoke with my uncle, and it didn't sounds half bad!  We sang a couple of Celtic songs we know, and with one, we decided to sing the English translation.. And after I found out what we were singing about...  The English Lyrics were, " All the sheep have milk, The one with a crooked horn has a gallon, She has an udder as big as a milk cows, and it's as slippery as butter."  I don't even know how to respond to this..
      I got to eat an hallaca today, a Venezuelan food my family usually eats on Christmas Eve.  Due to eating it at the same time of the year, every year, I think of it as Christmas food.  It's really good, although one could say it's an acquired taste..  Any who, it got me into the holiday spirit.  The "Tears of the wicked" title actually refers to something a family member told me today, about the ham they had eaten, and that it had been marinated in the tears of the wicked.  This is a typical variation of our conversations...
     And yesterday, I finally beat my 3ds Ocarina of Time.  I had started about a year ago, and left it on the shelf with only two temples left to beat!  So yesterday, I picked it up and finished it up.  I just have to say- the game is GORGEOUS.  It was spruced up quite a bit, and heck, it's just fabulous looking.  An example would be the bridge of the sages at Ganon's Castle.  The original looked like this

And the new one looks like this 

That's the best picture I could find for it... 

Anyhow, that's just one bit of the change, there are tons more, like the temples, which look even more awesome than the ever did before!  Now that I've finished the game, I have an intense hunger to play something else... I don't have any new games right now, so I was thinking about other ones to play..  Golden Sun, one of my favorites, is at the top of my list right now.  It's long, but joyous.  I think it will be.. inspiring for my writings as well.  I've got 4 seasons of Supernatural left to eat my way through, but it's hard work,  believe it or not!  It's so depressing, it's hard for me to start up an episode..  Although, today, I fell asleep in the middle of the day, and I had a Supernatural inspired dream that was pretty interesting, and for once, not a nightmare.  Maybe I should keep it up, just to see if I'll have another dream like that.  

Unwritten

      Well!  It's been pretty crazy lately for me, and things have been so.... unpredictable that I don't even know what to blog about anymore!  I was going to post a writing I did about a week ago, but... Somethings were just too...much..   Complications that have gotten twisted around recently, to put it mildly.  I've watched so much Supernatural recently, that I've almost gotten sick of it, as I've basically been watching it every waking minute.   I think I've watched about 4000 minutes of it now in the last month.  Sure, Castiel is awesome, but the show itself is also extremely depressing.  I need to watch something upbeat at this point.  (I say that, but I'll probably end up watching the rest anyway)
       I've been researching mythology for my writings, and it's really really interesting!  I'm excited to see where it's going to go.  I've got so many ideas for characters right now... I need to fixate on one..
     I'll probably update tomorrow, so Merry Christmas Eve until then!

So much to write, too little time.

       Seriously.  I just got home from work, and I really, really, REALLY want to update here... but I also need to sleep.  So.... I'll be back on this tomorrow, hopefully! And I'll get to write about all the happenings..