Seven Seasons later..

     Supernatural.  It's taken three months, but I'm finally at the season finale of season 7!  (Then I have one more season to watch to get caught up to what's currently airing ;-;)
     I have never seen so much family drama in a show before, between only two characters.  It took forever just for Dean, the elder brother, to accept his brother as a person, not as a little kid, not as a demon, or an abomination, or even an insane man, but as a hunter with abilities equal to his own.  (Though in my opinion, he may be even superior as a hunter) If you've never seen the show, Dean and his younger brother Sam go around the country and fight supernatural beings.  Of course, that's simplifying it to the extreme..  Later on, one of my favorite characters, Castiel gets introduced.  He's this really cool angel that has a hard time adapting to human emotions and freedom.  He wears a trenchcoat over his suit, which makes me love him even more.  Back to the main point I was on...   After countless battles with monsters, demons, angels, Leviathans, and of course, each other, I'm thoroughly surprised that the show is still going and is still, if not more, interesting than it was in the beginning.  Although, killing off just about every character that gets close to the Winchester brothers does keep you on your toes, and the continued ressurection of Castiel has kept me content.  The constant insight to the brothers feelings,which are about as fickle as a teen in love, is pretty interesting, but I kind of wonder why they can't just stay in a happy, trustworthy mood for a few episodes.  I must add, though, that I haven't enjoyed such a variety of characters for quite sometime.  It's given me more ideas for what I want to write, and how I might portray people.  Carry on My Wayward Son (Which is played in the beginning of every season finale) is such a fitting song for the show,that I don't think I'll ever hear it and not think of SPN again.  I'll admit, the family drama got to be too much at some points, and the show had me sick.   But... I got over that, and am still enjoying it.  I recommend it to anyone who likes gruesome killings of monsters and horrid attacks.  And some pretty cool hunters who do all the work.

Fable

      I'm really excited to start writing... I know I say that in almost every post, but I actually have a pretty decent plot now, and have a nice collection of characters.  I keep drawing them but not writing about them.... I guess I'm just excited to have something to write about and draw about as of late.  I haven't had much inspiration lately, and I really don't feel like making any fan art unless it's of Zelda or Golden Sun.  I need to have something that came solely from within, so it is completely mine.  There's a certain possessiveness I have about my writing and art that makes me not want to make fan writings.  I want to show off my ideas and abilities rather than someone else's.  Well, tomorrow, I'll try to put up my pictures.
     Did I mention that Castiel is just... grandl?  The character is just wonderfully written.

January 4th (5th), 2013

     So... Blogging.  Things to write, that I'm not sure I should, but.. might as well get it out of the system, eh? Thankfully the school break has ended.  I get tired of having so much free time to think, to dwell on so many things I wish I could change.  I have a serious problem with that, I have so many things I want to change that I've done, so many things I wish I could redo, it hurts to think about.  Don't get me wrong, I move on quickly, but I have a hard time envisioning the future.  I've never been able to, I can't look ahead, and be hopeful.  Part of this is because I don't like hope.  Hope is a wonderful thing, but only if what you're hoping for is an assured part of life.  Hoping for something that's never going to happen is either going to be a drag on your life, more than likely.  Okay, sure, in some cases it could end up being the rope you hold on to for dear life, (Been there, done that) but I still don't think that's healthy. .... How did I end up talking about that?
    {Relevant music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jNlIGDRkvQ
          http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRfuAukYTKg - This one, just because I like it.}
      ANYHOW, school's back in session, and I'm reveling in physics once again, drinking in every delicious moment with my friends, and stuck in fear from the multitudes of policemen at my school.  Ever since the almost shooting that happened right before break, there have been policemen everywhere!  I like feeling safe, but I don't like the suspicious looks I get when I go to the vending machines.  Makes me feel shady and fat.  They have three dogs as well, which I  suspect are drug dogs, and while I have never done drugs and plan on never doing them, I have the intense fear that one of the dogs is going to sniff me and they'll search me and find something.  Irrational, but true.  There is one major plus to this though... Yesterday, I saw this really, really, awesome dude quickly walking through the halls... He was wearing a suit (ermehgerd) and a black trench coat (all my yes).  Needless to say, with the intense look on his face, and his wonderful fashion, he now has an admirer.  If only there were more people that look as breathtakingly cool as he did.  *Sigh*.
     Toward the end of break, I kind of dismembered one of my friendships unintentionally due to my... inability to contain my emotions as much as I'd like.  During my goodbye, I said something about never ever seeing him again, and I don't remember what else I said, but I imagine it was rude.  He had been kind to me, but he really was leaving for an unknown long period of time, and the entire time I was with him, that's all I thought about.  In that moment of parting, it might as well have been forever, that's certainly what it felt like.  I hope I can fix things eventually.  I've successfully crushed my  own stupid feelings for the guy into the simple desire for friendship, rather than anything else.  That's all I'm going to want later on anyway, so why not speed up the process, even if it doesn't exactly match up to my feelings now.  And thus the uncomfortable process continues.
      Mr. Trenchcoat has  been a help, reminding me of all the awesome, unbelievably cool people I'm going to meet.   Then there's.... Creeper.  And my ex, who came by my work a few weeks back, however I was not there at the time.  Whether that is fortunate or unfortunate I have yet to decide.  Anyway, this guy I befriended about a month ago has been ambushing me in halls and during lunch, insisting upon making my company.  He makes me feel awkward, and seems to like me, which, last year seemed fine with me, repulses me now.  Today, one of my best friends warned me about something he apparently liked to do, and talked about a lot, and to find out the truth, I'm going to ask him on Monday.  I'm sure that'll be fun. HAH.
      Now, as far as Supernatural goes... It's just gets better!  Castiel has completely won me over!  I still love the Winchester brothers, but... he's just...so different!  So, inhuman, it's absolutely splendid! I'm on season 5 still, but I'm enjoying every minutes of those friggn' long episodes.  In fact, I think I'll go watch now.

Sunday. December 2012.

     Something about that title really... Irks me..  It's dull.  ANYWAY- It has been... an exceedingly looooong time since I've updated.  Kinda like facebook, I don't put too many statuses on there either..  *Cough* Well!  It's been so long, I've kinda forgotten what to write about...
    Supernatural- a good starting topic.  I've been watching this show lately, "Supernatural", because I'd heard it's good...and because of the main characters.  They're adorable. Here's some examples.. Dean (Jensen Ackles) and Sam (Jared Padalecki)  In fact, before I had actually started watching, I thought that Dean looked really pretty, and because of his prettiness, he would be this really sweet character..  WAS I EVER WRONG!  Hah, he's really gruff and tough.  Took me completely off guard. Before you start to think, "This show's probably just eye candy for women-" it's not.  There are plenty of good looking women in just about every episode, so... There's something for everybody!
     It's a pretty good show, and I'm only on season two.  Castiel, a character who apparently shows up at the end of season three, I have been awaiting for sometime.  A family member told me that Castiel was his favorite character, and I've been dying to see him in action!  But... I've got so many episodes until then.. TwT  Anyway, if you like suspenseful, dramatic, sometimes gruesome shows, you may like this one as well.  My last words on this will be... "DEAN!"  "SAMMY!"
   Things here in the "Ville"  have been okay too.  In the past two years, I've gotten more splendid friends than I ever thought possible.  It almost hurts to think about how much I'm going to miss all of them in the next year, and I'm already sad about some that I don't get to see very often.  I was folding some jeans at work this week, and I realized one of my biggest fears, besides bugs- being alone.  I like the occasional solitude, don't get me wrong, but the thought of being alone forever?  That terrifies me, chills me to the bone.  I'm praying now that I don't end up that way.