August 29, 2011

........Okay, so I haven't been writing much that's productive, and I'm probably not going to right now again. 
Schools started.  That's pretty nice, I guess, since I get to see my friends, even if my feelings get involved and cause more problems.  I've been taking st. John wort, but I just can't seem to cheer up right now.  It's worrisome.  And, I guess my last post was too harsh.  I haven't lashed out like that for at least a year. 
I really wish I could turn the clockback right now.  And live through somethings again.  Or at least try to mend them.  *sigh* whatever...  I need the sun to come out!  It would help my mood.  Gahh, i'm just complaining again, aren't i?  Poo.  Well, I'll try to find something interesting and post about it next time...



GOLDEN SUN FTW!!!

Nalg- I mean...Hello...

I worked late last night, and I decided to go to bed kinda earlier, *cough* 10:56 *cough*....for me this is early anyhow.  i slept at this time because I work today at nine and i wanted to get some need rest...WELL....that's kinda funny, because I had this awful nightmare today....I would write it down, but it would take to long, but I'll just say this....  I can still feel the man's finger on my temple, feeling my pulse before he kills me..  Anyway, i'm still NOT ready for school, and I really need to read that book for my english class.   But procrastination is just sooo tempting. 
I have learned my lesson.  There are a bunch of nasty perverts in this world, and I will try my best to avoid them.  They seem normal at first, then they decide to say some random, vulgar thing to test the grounds for more nasty comments.  This just happened to me, and, of course, I took action.  I don't put  up with crap like that.  No way in hell.  And I feel stalked too.  and I know he'll read this post.  Because his location showed up in my statistics today, that he's seen this page 12 times today or something.  all i can say is....LEAVE ME  ALONE!  Anyway, with people like this, ditch 'em.  In as many ways as possible.
*sigh*  
I got some new glasses, they are very square...and you know what?  No new naruto or bleach chapters this  week.  It's got me sooo down...  RUKKIIAAAAAAAAA!!!  *sob* 
In bleach, most of the characters are REALLY tall....it's lovely.  They make the world go 'round.

AHHHH!

I just can't take it!  S-schools closing in on me...and I'm entirely not ready!  I haven't read my book for english, and I'm sooo afraid of Chem.   And then, there's my fellow students...it's almost intimidating to see them after so long...
I had a boyfriend kinda this summer...it ended really bad.  It was online, something I don't recommend, because he lived so far away.
There's this guy at work I like, and it seems like he likes me, but I'm just not sure..and since I work parttime on random days, I don't work with him much.  Gahhhhhh....  I'm trying not to get my hopes up.
And of course, since schools starting again, and this results in me breaking out.  Bad. 
But, i must think positive!  Maybe I'll get a boyfriend this year, at school....that would make me happy..

SPOILER:  Rukia's BAAAACCKKKK!!!  I'm soo happy!  Shinigami goodness is sure to be on it's way!