I have been decyphering myself once again. And thinking none stop. I've have come across a few things in found though provoking...
What is the definition of a human? We see in many different works, that aliens come to destroy, but let us live, because they come to understand our 'humaness' or something. They learn emotion. I often think that without our emotions, we wouldn't be human. We have both good and evil in our souls, and we choose how to use it. Of course, this is no new information, as I have heard it many times, but I still am curious on the true definition of humanity. What are we really? And our souls? They have so much to do with us....I just want to know...
I realized that I choose to be depressed, because I refuse to hold hope. If I have hope in something, I am most likely to get crushed, and that hope makes it all the more painful. So being a pessimist is just a better option on somethings for me. Mainly, relationships. Which I also view different than most people. I have a habit of loving people now. Even if I'm not close to them, i love them. They mean a lot to me. And I've also realized that it causes me to have the permanent pain of heart break. I hope I can learn differently...
Oh and I've really into Golden sun and doctor who again... I just have this strong temptation to scream "DOCTOR!!!" at random...
